傻 T.T

都是我太傻。。。

总认为还有期待，总带来的是伤害。。。

很不想再酱下去。。。

一直要伪装自己，可却没一个人能的让我不伪装。。。

写下那虚假的面具！！！总是很善变。。。一下的开心；以下的伤心。。。

已经不知道自己是不是真正的开心了~

很讨厌自己，不想伤害人却害死的是自己~~

累了，倦了，还是只有自己懂~~

不了解我，即使是最亲密的人也不会懂。。。

应为那就是我。。。希望真的有人懂我。。。

知道会有人不喜欢我，我也没关系。。。

应为我只想变回最初的我！！

不是带着面具下，胆小，恐惧和善变的我~

stressful day again...=(

today whole day not good....!!!recently always 3 -4am only can sleep...

all come my house discuss assignment...already few weeks ago...

im totally tired n stress lo...every week also have exam...

this friday got exam...but that day also got a compaign need to do....next monday have

exam too...early morning...haiz...

some more,need pass up another assignment...

today,my tutor give back our mid-term test mark...actually not very low but i still feel sad

lo...im the lowest among the friends...i'm sad actually...but still 1 to pretend...fake smile

always...

feel very hate to myself...i feel very uncomfortable a...how to be good leh??

today...T.T...AAA!!!!

want to cry a!!!just now already class until eight something...totally tired...still need to had

dinner with them...continuous pretend...haiz....i already very tired...

not only physical...><...back hostel...line like hell...ishhh!!!finally all settle...but i tired until

want die already~